Who I am, and what this is all about
I am a middle-aged man who has just begun a journey into a real-time BDSM relationship with a professional Dominatrix.
The purpose of this blog is to allow me to talk about this journey in order to share my experiences in a way that I hope will be interesting or useful to others. I also hope that it will help me to explore my own feelings and needs.
This journey has been one of self discovery. I am slowly, with the help of my Domme, coming to an understanding of who I really am…and the journey has only just begun.
In addition to the above, I also intend to use this platform to praise and promote my Mistress, Sakura Strike. My hope is that she will be able to direct potential clients to my blog so that they can read about what it is like (how wonderful it is) to serve her and to session with her.
I have felt a strong desire to be dominated and humiliated for as long as I can remember. I cannot recall a time when I did not feel like this. It has been the constant focus of my sexual fantasies – indeed, I do not think that I have ever had a ‘vanilla’ sexual fantasy.
I have always wanted to live out my fantasies, to actually experience being dominated, and I have longed to visit a professional Dominatrix ever since I learned that such people existed.
Finally, at the age of fifty-six, I did so. My journey began, and this blog is the ongoing story of the amazing adventure that I have begun.
Mistress Sakura has been my guide, my teacher, and my mentor throughout this journey. She has dominated me, punished me, trained me, beaten me, and humiliated me. At the same time, she has supported me, protected me, taken care of me, respected me, and validated me.
She is responsible for my being able to uncover, and come to terms with, my true self. This blog only exists because of Sakura Strike, and it is dedicated to her. Thank-you, Mistress.